My nephew and niece are over so for 1 day I have to be mum, dad, surrogate mum, surrogate dad :) they are lovely and hearing the giggling going on between all four is amazing. despite the wide age range of the 4 children, from 8 to 15, they seem to get on like a house on fire and are laughing like mad whether it be playing on the wii or pretending to be soldiers.
Chuffed to bits to have distraction today as no therapy today, Mr T being on hols, and no GP for another 5 weeks. Putting into practice what I have learned so far but feel like I have only climbed a small mound of earth but still need to climb Everest. I don't think I can do that in just a few weeks, feel like I still need support from health professionals or I will fail yet again. Still, at least I managed to climb a mound of earth which is better than nothing.
looking forward to tomorrow when brother and sister in law are coming, be nice to catch up.
another week and then I have other therapy session, another 5 weeks and I need to face up to GP. My future depends on them. Scared that GP will think I have progressed well enough to take me off "happy pills" when I know I haven't, when I know I still have a long long way to go. One day I might just like myself.
Here's to the future
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